Things that are hard

Coming up with lesson plans (that are enough, but not too much)
Filtering through the millions of ideas I've had since I found out I was going to be teaching this year.
Coming up with an idea for an essay for English-118
Writing rough draft for said essay
getting someone to read said essay, and comment on it (without hurting my feelings)
writing "revised draft" of said essay
getting someone else to read revised essay
Writing Final draft of essay
all while trying to be a good mom to a 2 year old and a third grader.